Keep Sweet, Pray and Obey

Many times in my life I find myself thinking that we must be in hell. That this life is hell because it feels like torture most of the time. We somehow find ourselves get denied stuff we really need and desire and no matter how much we push on to survive, we are barely even doing that. Things get worse, wars break out, pandemics and natural disasters wipe us out, crazy inflation and the endless cases of depression make life unlivable. I know what that feels like: hell! Then how can this be any place other than hell itself, since it is in hell we are supposed to suffer?

On the other side, on those rare moments of my life, I notice a delicate, self-sustaining and loving system in nature. Rain comes down, the ground livens up and animals graze happily and endlessly on what seems like a forever stretch of green, lush grass. Day time is for action while night time is for recharging our batteries. If terrestrial nature is awesome wait until you watch the wonders in the sea and the deepest oceans of the world. Animals of all shapes and sizes, some even amazingly miraculous which could leave us baffled with awe. Walk by the sea shore during low tide, and pick up one shell and you will see God in the texture and patterns found on it. That is just a single shell. Imagine the force and genius behind every single thing ever seen or touched in the world and you will know that the original plan of whoever made these awesome things was pure love and bliss, so my question is what went wrong? Why does such a carefully and masterfully designed Earth feel like hell?

I will tell you. It is because of us! Yes, you heard me. We humans are the error in the system. We are the glitch, the virus that upsets the entire world. I know this sounds like I hate us but just imagine the Earth without us for just a second. Imagine the animal kingdom without us; it would thrive. The ecosystems and how much everything would have remained unadulterated, uncontaminated, unpolluted and harmonious without us in the picture is an unarguable fact. Without our dogmas, our greed, our water, soil and air pollution, our coal plants and inventions which demand the destruction of the planet in order to be sustained this whole world would have been in a better shape. Not to mention the social and religious systems we have created based on fear and survival. The animals we slaughter and force feed for milk, meat and coat. The utter disrespect we have for the sanctity of life is a slap of disappointment to whoever thought we would be a good addition to the creation of this world; G.o.d himself. No wonder he becomes more and more silent with each passing day, because I would be too had I been him. Imagine all the hard work and consideration which must have gone into the creation of the universe, and based on just a tiny sea shell, the mastery and intricate details that must have gone into that and then it all goes bust because of one species that thinks in order to survive, it has to destroy everything else. God must be too kind to let us live another day. He is too forgiving. If that were any of us, we would have taken care of the glitch in the system a long time ago. We would have uninstalled us from the system!

And it is not enough that we base our innovations on the destruction of the planet and its ecosystems, we also go as far as to enforce dogmas, come up with world orders and all types of manipulation to get power and control the world. We use currency to deprive others of sustenance freely given from the Earth as food by God. We draw lines in the ground to claim what we didn’t create, leaving most homeless and stateless. We deny others travel without a passport and visa as if we created the parts of the Earth from which we deny others free ingress. In order to grow in power we spread our influence across the world in the name of civilization and dictate that our way of living is the right way. We steal and take without asking in the guise of spreading the word of God and we move across the world to teach our language and we make the whole world believe in what we want. Anything else is unwelcome and barbaric. There won’t be any other way except our way!

Are you still not convinced that WE are the problem? So, no this Earthly life is not hell as I once thought, it is us humans who have turned a beautiful place into hell. It is us humans who are hell to this perfect Earth and everyone in it. I am sure as we speak, animals and oceans and everything else under the stars are petitioning or rather, have been petitioning to God to have us removed and annihilated. No wonder we have prophets talking about the judgment day and the last day and whatnot. We must go, period! How? God knows but we must go for the Earth to be safe! Sorry, I am not sorry!

How I use Water and Quran to Heal Myself

Dear reader, based on my previous post about energy healing I am writing this one to get into the details. There has never been a time when energy healing is more important than right now, since the world has been through so much in the last several years from the pandemic to wars. Now is the time when Earth itself is calling for healing and this call has been heard by myself as well as millions of other sensitive empaths across the world who are being awakened to the cause as we speak.

Healing can be done in many ways but the basic point is that it involves movement of energy and channeling it to the target using intention. However, what I will share with you today is the fact that water and the Universal Muslim Text called the Quran, are what I have used before to heal myself from both physical and spiritual ailments.

The process is simple. I simply read chapters of the Quran over a glass of water or a tub(if bathing is required) and pray in Allah’s name as well as the name of the prophet Muhammad Peace Be Upon Him for the desired result. For example, I woke up to a huge fever yesterday in the middle of the night with no way to reach the hospital. I felt powerless and afraid but then remembered I could bring down the fever with the help of the Quran and water which I did and it worked. I didn’t just feel better I felt instant relief and I was healed you wouldn’t believe I was the same person who thought they were going to die within minutes because of the high fever and heart palpitations I had. After my experience yesterday and several times before then, I had to share this powerful miraculous healing and tell you how I did it. You could apply it to anything, as the prophet says, “Actions are dependent only on intention.” So intention is big in the muslim world, and as it turns out in energy healing as well.

There was a specific verse from the Quran which I used to channel healing waves of energy from the top of my head as I laid down on my bed to the tip of my toes. This verse is extraordinary and it is found in Surah Nur Ayat 35:

اللَّهُ نُورُ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضِ مَثَلُ نُورِهِ كَمِشْكَاةٍ فِيهَا مِصْبَاحٌ الْمِصْبَاحُ فِي زُجَاجَةٍ الزُّجَاجَةُ كَأَنَّهَا كَوْكَبٌ دُرِّيٌّ يُوقَدُ مِن شَجَرَةٍ مُّبَارَكَةٍ زَيْتُونِةٍ لَّا شَرْقِيَّةٍ وَلَا غَرْبِيَّةٍ يَكَادُ زَيْتُهَا يُضِيءُ وَلَوْ لَمْ تَمْسَسْهُ نَارٌ نُّورٌ عَلَى نُورٍ يَهْدِي اللَّهُ لِنُورِهِ مَن يَشَاء وَيَضْرِبُ اللَّهُ الْأَمْثَالَ لِلنَّاسِ وَاللَّهُ بِكُلِّ شَيْءٍ عَلِيمٌ

Surah Nur verse 35, Holy Quran.

The above verse is translated to mean: “God is the Light of the heavens and the earth. The parable of His light is, as it were, that of a niche containing a lamp; the lamp is [enclosed] in glass, the glass [shining] like a radiant star: [a lamp] lit from a blessed tree – an olive-tree that is neither of the east nor of the west the oil whereof [is so bright that it] would well-nigh give light [of itself] even though fire had not touched it: light upon light! God guides unto His light him that wills [to be guided]; and [to this end] God propounds parables unto men, since God [alone] has full knowledge of all things.”

Now all I did was use both of my hands and run them down from my crown to my hips as I read this on repeat intently visualizing a white healing light that is Allah healing me and embracing my entire body. I thought about how this light created the universe and how it is responsible for making plants grow from the ground from which are fruits and vegetables which sustain us. How rain comes down to rejuvenate a once-dried derelict land. How everything in the universe is provided for and organized. It was a powerful moment which felt so intimate. It was as if I felt who God truly was and he was this loving, light and healing energy that nurtures and sustains. I imagined every cell in my body receiving this divine light of God, Allah as I started getting better and better. This was followed by reading more Quran over a glass of water and the invocation of Allah’s 99 names for a brief moment after which I went on to drink some of the water and wipe the rest over all parts of my body. Believe it or not, I felt so much better and the fever went down. Now, I share this as part of my experience but also to help anyone out there who may be in need of alternative healing that is efficient, free and which you can do by yourself, with the help of Allah.

In summary, there is a way you and I can heal without the arduous journey to the doctor’s. This form of healing is versatile and can be used to calm the nerves in those who are struggling with anxiety, or even cure depression if practiced consistently. It is not limited to physical illnesses only, but with intention can be used to heal emotional and spiritual ones as well. So far, I have felt so much better and have been living a more fulfilled lifestyle since I integrated regular Quran healing sessions in my life. I am less stressed and less depressed. I am enjoying a more peaceful life and I can handle my nerves much better than before. And yes, perhaps you could use the Bible if you were Christian to do the same I used Quran because I am more familiar with it. Could you use this type of healing to heal conflict in relationships or even the planet Earth from all the chaos, I believe yes you could. I will try it out and then let you know.

Would You have agreed to come Had you known…

Would you have agreed to come live the life you have been living had you known before hand how it was going to be?

I don’t feel like I should add anything more to the earth-shuttering, enlightening and eye-opening question above. It is the most powerful question you could ask yourself. Would you have come had you known the kind of hardships and trials you would face?Do you think you could come back and relive the same hell over again without hesitation?

Sometimes, I question the point of life. Why are we here in the first place if we just struggle, grow old and die? Then there is the question we have all been wondering, where do good people go when they die? You know, the ministers and the authors of self-help books and mentors who dedicated their entire lives to teach, guide and help us live better lives. Bob Proctor, who couldn’t have hurt a fly left. Dr. Wayne Dyer who swore there is meaning and purpose to our life, left. All these amazing gurus who you would think God or the universe would keep them longer than the serial rapist who is paying time, or that murderess who is convicted for drowning her own toddlers for obvious reasons: we need more people like Bob and Wayne and less like Elize Matsunaga or Westerfield. But no, they are very much alive and breathing through their nostrils very much the same as they had when they were born. It is for this very reason that I find myself wondering whether this place we know as Earth is actually where good people are sent and are supposed to stay long at. On a deeper note, I am having a hard time believing that I don’t deserve to be in this hell if that is what this is, where bad people are sent to be tested and tried and cleansed from their evilness through pain and suffering, disease and dread, because I think I just massacred a whole community of ants who were in the rice cooker by turning it on. Does this mean, every time I wipe the ants away with a mop, because they are overtaking the little space I have and being a nuisance, that I am one of the hell dwellers and that’s why I am stuck here, suffering with the rest of you?( I mean no offense)

Apart from gurus taking the fastest train outta this place, think about the wars, pandemic, violence and mass confusion presently coloring the world today. Now ask yourself, if this place really was it, you know that destination we all want and the nirvana our hearts seek, would such awful stuff exist? Even more interesting is the fact that nobody can claim they came to this place without having suffered in some form or another. Now which place is described in religions as painful, dark, confusing, hot and full of suffering if not hell? What if I suppose that hell is right here- just masterfully disguised by someone who loves dark humor? What if all the gurus and Jesus and Mohammed all came here from a higher place to help hell dwellers on their path to restoration and redemption? What if all these good people who leave early have successfully completed their mission and have now departed this horrid,dying place never to return?

The dense dimension

If you try to pray, you will notice it takes time to manifest your prayers in this 3 dimensional realm. Why do you think that is? I have a theory: I think it is because we are somewhere dense and heavy, possibly under ground, cast away in such manner that it would take a serious effort on anyone of us to raise our vibration to such heights that would match even a little bit, the superior vibration of what we desire- peace, prosperity and happiness- all feelings characterized by heavenly energies of purity, love and light- which obviously are harder and harder to come by in this realm which is immersed in suffering, wars, disease and depression. There is a stark mismatch between these two levels of energy which cannot go unnoticed. It is as if you are stuck in a dark hole 7000 feet deep and are asking if you could have a walk on the beach, or you’re a plankton fifty thousand kilometres deep in the Atlantic ocean and have been all your life, and you pray every day to know what it feels like to ride a plane. How could that be possible? You get what I am trying to say? When I pray for something that never comes, I feel like that plankton and for good reason because that is how far under it feels like we are from heaven.

What I would give to ask the late John Osteen, Dr. Wayne and all others one question: “Where are you now? And is where you are better than here? And if that is the case, then where is here and what did we do to deserve to be sent to this place?”

The Suffering is Overdue and the Lesson Unclear; Understanding Soul Contracts

I got fake nails on and I am painfully realizing how difficult it is to use the keyboard. Probably shouldn’t have got them if I wanted to keep my blog active. That aside, today’s topic is inspired by my discovery of the term soul contract. I don’t recall how it came to me, but that is the universe’s way-it brings you what you need to know before you know it, you know it? I don’t know.

So, with this blog I bring somewhat of a good news which could shine some light on why we have to suffer in this life. The theory of soul contracts explains that before we incarnated in this lifetime, each of us chose the lessons that we would learn. To learn these lessons, people and situations are drawn to our experiences to teach them to us. Just like school is not our cup of tea, so is this whole suffering-in-order-to-learn business( if they had told me I signed up for learning all my life, I would have taken a hard pass on school. School over a school? That is straight up double jeopardy if you ask me!) It is therefore, expected of us to resent these “tests” of character just like we would an exam. What is more is that we forgot all about this choice we had made once we were born. So it is more like the whole world is suffering from a serious case of amnesia. This doesn’t help us if you must ask. I would rather I knew what I signed up for so at least, I could stop whining about it here on my blog every time life gets too bad and stress all of you guys out along with me!

Moving on, I started seeing some truth to this idea because a lot of things in my life are starting to make sense. I always wondered why I was served the wrong side of the plate as far as my relationships go and now I realize I must have chosen to be miserable to learn… compassion? self-love? Possibly how to love my own company? Independence? self-sacrifice? Empathy? How to warm up for a role in les Misérables? I wouldn’t know unless I told myself. If only I could remember what cocktail of misery I had picked!

Talking of picking, we picked everything from our geographical locations and life spans to how we will die. Sometimes, we can experience the same lesson over and over again until we learn it and if not in this lifetime, then in another and another. You might wonder why would anyone choose to go through this? The answer is we do this in order to ascend to a higher level of being. Therefore, the bigger the suffering, the higher the achievement of soul development. For this reason, those who chose to experience very adverse circumstances such as wars and natural diseases and disasters are seeking to complete their course in this earth dimension and graduate to higher dimensions which mean they won’t have to come back to earth on another rollercoaster ride. Once you go up, you never go back down. On the grim side of things, we are down here in the arena of life fighting for our freedom like Spartacus did(only it was too real a fight for Andy Whitfield God rest his soul, who graduated right to heaven). Let’s keep the fight on and strong!

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